So Tutai and I were talking about Midlife crisis. We're both experiencing the same thing and we're not even on our 30's. See how this kind of job makes us feel older? Demmet!
So she sent me a list of the things that can help us deal with this so called "crisis" and there was this one line that struck my frozen brain...
"List what makes you unhappy now"
So here's my "unhappy" list:
1. My dead end job. I keep on doing the same things over and over again. And I don't want to do more tasks which I will just repeat every single day.
2. Travelling 2 hours from home to the office and vice versa.
3. Lack of alcohol in my body.
4. Being Fat (yet again)
5. Not being with my daughter every single moment of the day.
6. Money. Having too much and spending it as fast as I can.
7. No new clothes to wear or lack of clothes that fit.
8. Work.
9. Frustration about what I really want to do. Photo design.
10. Not seeing my friends.
Why just do a list of the unhappy stuff.. Let's have the "happy" list:
1. My daughter. I want to be with her every single minute of the day.
2. The thought of having my own printing shop.
3. The thought of buying a food cart franchise.
4. The thought of just staying home.
5. Stay home.
6. Sleep during the night.
7. Rest day.
8. Not going to work.
9. The thought of me being my own boss.
10. Not working for foreigners.
11. Being off the phone (call center thing)
So I don't know if this would help me or not.. But one thing is clear now. I really want to go back home.
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