Reminiscing...

I grabbed this from my inaamag nang multiply account.

This is my love story. I just love reminiscing good memories... 

This was entitled... 

"Destiny" *title pa lang ang cheesy na deym!*

We were 15 years old when we first met. Merciful was the name of our section way back in 3^rd year high school. He was one of the tallest guys in class; his hair was always covering his forehead and his eyebrows. I was a tomboy back then and I didn’t really notice him until he picked up the guitar and started to play. I just remember how handsome he looked that day and that I knew that was the first time I fell in love with him.*ang lande! haha* Beauty and Madness is my favorite song because that was the music playing when he asked me to dance during our senior prom.*kilig*    

    Then two years passed by, we became close friends. He’s one of the best guys I know and one of my best friends. I tried so hard to be noticed by him, but I guess what I was doing was unnoticeable.

The year 2003 came, I just turned 19… after failing from one relationship, there he was ready to save me from misery. I never really saw that he noticed, that he appreciated every gesture I've made and that he already felt the same way... he was really the typical shy guy.

July 6, 2003, Sunday, that was the day when we first went to church together, the first time he held my hands, the first time we said “I love you” and the first time we kissed *eeek*. My life back then was simple and complete.

Memories of those days when we were together were just simply… heaven.

We tried to be there for each other, we tried to be each others best friend and I guess we did our part. Young as we were, we really didn’t understand everything. Nobody was really leading the relationship. We were together for 8 months, then the unexpected thing happened. We just drifted apart *for the record, I broke up with him haha*. But the good thing is we remained friends like we were before. But the feelings that we had for each other was still there… but I guess it was in a different form. 

    Years passed by. The both of us tried to be happy with somebody else, but there’s always this feeling of emptiness inside. One failed relationship after the other was just too much to handle. 

Until September of 2007 came, he was about to go to Europe and I was about to end another relationship, when he said that he still loves me. My heart just skipped a beat. I never realized that all my feelings for him was still there.*meh ganong eksena?*

    After that day *di pa kami nagkabalikan non*, I really didn’t realize that forever was in his eyes. I was alone and in pain after he left *kasi nakipagbreak ako sa current bf ko that time*. I dedicated my life to work just to kill time. I knew that somebody will come to rescue me again from the heartaches and sorrow that remained after all the relationships I engaged myself into.

    Then April 29, 2008 came. He posted a comment on my Friendster page saying that he's back and how sorry he was for letting me go *binura ko yan sa comments page ko, I don't know why :P*. I was just ecstatic after reading the message. After a week, we finally saw each other. He was so surprised when he saw me *surprised kasi inuman pala ng mga boys yun di ko alam*. As always he was just quite and meek. Now we both knew that if we let this moment pass we will regret it for the rest of our lives *ako lang ang may pasalubong sa buong tropa noon, havaianas from Europe, tas nag-hug kami for like 5mins eeek*. Then it just came naturally for the both of us to be together again. It was like that first Sunday in 2003, everything felt so perfect. Now we are here, sharing each moment in what he said was destiny. *ayan may little angel-piggy na kami* 

     Our past doesn’t really matter anymore, what matters most is that we are in love and that I saw my future in his eyes. Our promise of forever is now being fulfilled. Thank God for this sweet second chance.

miss ko na toh... lalo na yung katawan ko haha..